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My Life



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Matthaeus
张俊豪
Male Capricorn
10th January 1990
Eighteen This Year
Ex-Swiss Student
matt_boyboy@hotmail.com

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My Inspirations

The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life

It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust

In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets

In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions

Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong

It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve

My Friends

Audrey
Corinne
Cai Hua
Chong Yong
Chun Yang
Derrick
Elizabeth
Geraldine
Grace
He Jin
Hui Qing
Inthu
Jenavie
Jarad
Jasper
Jasmin
Jeremy
Jia Jia
Jia Jun
Jin Min
Jodie
Jolene
Ken
Li Qi
Mai Lin
Man Li
Markcus
Mei Gwan
Natalie
Ni Wen
Pamela
Pei Ching
Pei Jin
Peter
Shi Ying
Stephanie
Swee Yin
Sze Rui
Soo Hoon
Tian Chong
Valerie Su
Valerie Wong
Valmia
Wan Ting
Wei Loon
Wei Sheng
Xiao Jun
Xing Yan
Xin Hui
Xuan Min
Yan Jing
Yee Wai
Ying Si
Ying Qi
Yun Yun
陈老师



My Past



March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009



My Confessions


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Monday, March 31, 2008

Debate, debate and debates, arguments, arguments and arguments. Now what? It's over! all those shits and craps. Nothing will change the point of view, yes in fact nothing. Why things turn out this way? I don't understand, why? I wasn't left a choice. We could have remained silent but well our actions are obvious. So what we wanted was simple. An ending. No trust, no faith, no nothing. Totally screwed. Thanks anyway. Seperate ways will be better. Our path had long already been chosen. Speechless you may say but this are the consequences that you will never expect. But well, different people have different point of view but for me I'm not neutral in this. Sometimes you're alright but most of the times, you crossed the line and it pissed us off. Freak you. Treat it like you're captain jack from pirates of the carribbean but you're a noob that causes your ship to sank. As simple as that. I hate, I dislike, I disagree. A contradicting theory. Screw this. A person with ulterior motive. Maybe you are smart but 一山还比一山高. People have brains, especially people that knows you. It's so obvious. You're a scary person, makes me think twice before talking. You're the second dangerous person on Singapore. Mas Selamat Kastari is the first as we all know. The only difference is you're not running but he is. Change everything thing changed. Ruined everything. Good job! Hopeless, speechless and meaningless. Maybe you tried being a better person but as we can see I don't think it works and thanks for the effort. Anyway happy April's Fool Day everyone! Don't get punk today. I'm sure she will be very touched because you chosen her. Thank for the memories but it's fading. Bye~ A problem off my chest. I don't what she's thinking. Crazy girl. She's not my choice anyway. And regarding another person, cheer up, take care and smiles~ It's 6.10am now, guess I'm off to bed. Nights! Oh it's morning already. =X