The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life
It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust
In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets
In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions
Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong
It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve
Today was fine, I guess? Seeing people filled their hands with happiness makes me feels so alone. Cherish whatever you have people because it's wrong to take things for granted. Many thoughts ran through my head as I sees different things and different peoples. Good and bad memories I had but mostly is all good memories that i missed so much. I really misses those memories I had, how I wish I could go back but you wouldn't let me so I had no choice but to walk alone in this world filled with darkness and cruelness. It's never fair maybe it's all predestined. I wonder what I do to deserve this? Well but I still got to move on. I suppose tomorrow will be quite a busy and tiring day because it's chalet. Hope it could enlighten me because I have many happy friends with me therefore makes the the only emotional one. I had inspirations for writing poems today. Those all the top right hand side of my blog is what I written. Yes it's emotional but I'll write some happy poems when inspiration hits me again. But I bet it won't be that soon. So be patient guys. Today went to town with Xiao jun and Jeremy then we walked around in Ngee Ann City and Heren because Xiao jun was supposed to buy flip flops in New Urban Male for her brother so we just have to follow her saw 3 New Urban Male dickheads working down there. After buying the sky turns dark and clouds gets heavier and it rains so the three of us were stucked there because it's like raining cats and dogs outside. We headed back in and found ourselves a bench and we sat down and crap while waiting for Derrick to come meet us. Heard the song With You by Chris Brown from some random shop and thoughts starts running into my head but with the distractions of Jeremy I didn't think that much at that point of time. Well done Jeremy, you're humorous today which you always are but only today more humorous than me so I think you are great. Thanks buddy! I'm joking on the more humorous than me part because I'm lame not humorous but anyway Jeremy, you're great! After some time, Derrick arrived with an umbrella he bought in Takashimaya because he needed one to come over to Heren as it was raining outside. We then headed back to Wisma to had our dinner in Food Republic which the noodles I had sucks! Strongly advised not to eat the fish ball noodle stall! It sucks! Worse dinner ever! the noodle tasted like Blah~ Argh~ forget it. After that walked around Wisma went to The Project Shop and Xiao jun wanted to buy a notebook bag and for don't know what reasons she bought it but she bought it in Paragon The Project Shop but not the one in Wisma. Oh! I remembered the reason already! Because she wanted to take a look in Crumpler due to the psycho of Derrick trying to change her mind but eventually she is fated to buy the notebook bag in The Project Shop because Crumpler had already closed. Well, some things are fated and not meant to be. We saw gays in The Project Shop. One of them was working as a retailer and the other was sitting down waiting for his gay to knock off. I didn't noticed it after Jeremy mentioned about it. Xiao jun was laughing at the one waiting, who is sitting down and chewing on some food which Xiao jun thinks is very funny. Too bad I missed it if not, I would laugh also because the way she says is very funny. After that we all went back by train. Had a tiring day. Yawns~ No matter how tired I'm, I still, I still misses you.
