The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life
It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust
In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets
In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions
Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong
It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve
Interactions and more interactions. Is the situation still the same? What about the mindset and thinking? I don't understand whether to believe what was mentioned. I doubt myself. What's going on? Maybe once bitten twice shy. Am I contented? I don't know myself too. Oh great, now what? for heaven sake, someone please give me some advices and guide me. I'm lost again. Shit this piece of shit. Yawns~ I'm tired. My eyes are closing, head's spinning and I'm yawning. Well well, is there any nature that can take my course? what's nature? nature is crap. Totally off. I'm sensitive and I care. Every little thing means a lot to me. Little movements and actions causes. Stupid things make my day. Maybe I'm stupid. Yes, in fact I'm really stupid. If not i won't be blogging this rubbish. I awaits destiny. Where's my fate and faith? Gone, everything is gone. Nothing is left. I suppose I don't know what is gone and what's still left for me. Anybody know? I should have brain wash myself. Remove everything from this corrupted brain. I want a carefree life with what I want. But what I have is the other side of life and I don't get what I really wants. People may say I always get what I want but that's different. I rather not receive those stuff and in exchange, have what I really want. But too bad, I can't. Why? I don't know either. What a joke. Laugh people, laugh all you want. Is there anybody that really understand me? My family? Nope I don't have a family. I'm an orphan. Used to it already. Is like what's the point of having a family when you don't even talk to them. I'm a mute at home. They are simply irritating and unreasonable. No one will understand. Well, I've already made myself a plan. Shucks! Sighs. I'm tired, need a break now. Nights everybody.
