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My Life



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Matthaeus
张俊豪
Male Capricorn
10th January 1990
Eighteen This Year
Ex-Swiss Student
matt_boyboy@hotmail.com

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My Inspirations

The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life

It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust

In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets

In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions

Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong

It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve

My Friends

Audrey
Corinne
Cai Hua
Chong Yong
Chun Yang
Derrick
Elizabeth
Geraldine
Grace
He Jin
Hui Qing
Inthu
Jenavie
Jarad
Jasper
Jasmin
Jeremy
Jia Jia
Jia Jun
Jin Min
Jodie
Jolene
Ken
Li Qi
Mai Lin
Man Li
Markcus
Mei Gwan
Natalie
Ni Wen
Pamela
Pei Ching
Pei Jin
Peter
Shi Ying
Stephanie
Swee Yin
Sze Rui
Soo Hoon
Tian Chong
Valerie Su
Valerie Wong
Valmia
Wan Ting
Wei Loon
Wei Sheng
Xiao Jun
Xing Yan
Xin Hui
Xuan Min
Yan Jing
Yee Wai
Ying Si
Ying Qi
Yun Yun
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Thursday, June 19, 2008

Well, work work work as usual. Sighs bad day. Felt kind of boring when I was appointed being a misc runner which the work is simply troublesome and dirty. The day before I wanted to be misc runner they gave me runner then the next day I don't want to be misc runner they appointed me as a misc runner. What the fuck? Misses the smiles of customers when I looked at them and smile they'll smile back. How cute. There's a lady with his boyfriend, I think? She looked at me then I looked at her and smiled, she smiled back at me. Then I was like oh my god first time a customer smiled back at me while I'm not serving them. So fun. The feeling is undescriblable. There's even a customer that tells me this place have it's standards when I served her then I smiled at her feeling so happy. But that was the day before.

你 知道他心里在想什么吗?已经对爱情麻木的他竟然发现一件让他自己也惊讶的事。但他不知对方如何所想因为对方设么都不知道。依然的他也没打算让对方知道他心 里对她的感觉。而且已开始他并不相信他会竟然喜欢上她但回头想想这些事情并不是在我们人的掌握中。那感觉是无法形容的。就这样他不知不觉地爱上了她。她到 底知不知道他喜欢她呢?可能他的一举一动还没那么明显吧。还是她早已发现自己被爱了但假装不知因为不知如何翻印而且对方都还没对她告白所以只好假装什么都 不知道等待告白才对他说出自己内心的感觉。还是只是他自己在一厢情愿,制作多情而以呢?