The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life
It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust
In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets
In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions
Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong
It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve
Hello everybody. I'm feeling rather empty now but nevertheless I think I'm happy. I just don't know what I'm thinking? Can anybody tell me what's love? Yeah I know, it's some complicated stuff that nobody can explain. Follow your heart, follow your soul, most importantly, have faith and be strong. I'm a weakling. I don't know maybe there's just consequences behind my choice but still the choice is still mine alone. Nobody can help me but myself. But I'm helpless simply lost. Helpless is too vague to be used. Lost is a much suitable word in this situation. I don't want to be guilty, I didn't mean to hurt anyone maybe I should remain alone forever. This sucks to the core. I'm a happy go lucky person, ain't I? Nope. Even if I'm happy I won't go lucky. I'm just a bad person. An evil and wicked person I suppose. Well I went to ACJC fun o rama yesterday, squeezed and walked many rounds around the school saw some familiar faces in there. Misses lots of stuffs, peoples and moments. All I can say is let nature take its course. All I wish is for everybody to be happy. The inspirations of mine triggers my mind to create sentimental phrases to awakes others. I'm not contented of what I have now. I know what I'm short of. Maybe I'll get it but is it the right one? Who knows? Even me myself don't know. But someday, I'll realize what I really wants and needs. Someday just someday and hopefully it's not too late by then. Best wishes to everybody~
