The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life
It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust
In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets
In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions
Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong
It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve
Am I a very insensitive person? As in seriously can anyone tell me? I really don't know. I care about how people think about me. What's wrong with me? For what I said, I don't mean anything. I'm sorry. I do think twice before saying stuff alright. I only know I'm a sensitive person. In fact I'm very sensitive indeed. How could a sensitive person say some insensitive things? But if that's the case, it's my fault. I apologize. I hope you'll be alright because I really don't mean anything. For the past few days I finally realized that I'm still deceiving myself. Maybe I'm just escaping for that period of time. I just have to find something to handle this but my way of handling it is not right. But for the time being I still can't accept any other ways of handling. I'll deal with it someday. I know no one can help me but myself. I walk alone. It's hard to forget what had been remembered. Just like what done cannot be undone. But people just need time. With time, what's impossible will be possible. How long? Don't ask me, I don't even know. Yes, I'm still feeling the same. Nothing is changing for now. I know changing it requires millions of time. No one understand how I felt. Have you ever thought how I would feel? Maybe I'm too naive or in other words, dumb. I don't want it this way. Yes, I agree with you my friend, unpredictable is the right word to describle. I'm beaten, utterly beaten. I've lost.
