The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life
It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust
In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets
In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions
Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong
It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve
Been very busy lately, so only now I had the time to post. Nothing much happened actually but I found out something that I really want to know myself. It's a good thing but for me it isn't. It's just I don't want myself to be in this state. It simply distracts me. Maybe can blame myself being selfish but I'm just afraid. Maybe afraid of the outcome but well, I rather things to be like now then making it more awkward. It'll be better. Trust me! I'm always right. Work as usual therefore leg pain as usual. Trying very hard to get used to it so no worries, it'll be fine. Deep down it isn't. Fuck this piece of shit! I hate this kind of feeling! I simply do! How how how? Any ideas what to do? I'm not going to tell anyone so no answers to that question. Sighs~ Please pull me out of this situation. I don't want history to repeat itself because I just have a feeling that it's going to happen again, blame me on my selfishness but I just do. Sorry.
