The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life
It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust
In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets
In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions
Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong
It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve
First day of work was awesome. Nice environment, friendly people. Joined a platoon too. Great! But thinking of my appeal to MINDEF makes me feel unhappy. I wonder how long I can stay in NYNY. If my appeal wasn't successful then I'll have to leave NYNY in about a month or so. God please let me have a successful deferment so I can study and work. Summary of what I did today at work. Hmm, was doing all the dirty work clearing plates, cups, spoons, forks, knife, unfinished food, bones and shells. Makes my hands stinks with the smell from different sauce. Pushed trolley filled with trash and used cups and plates in and out of the kitchen. By the way, did I mentioned I slipped and fall? Yes I did. Floor was damn slippery and so I just weeeeeee and boom. But it was during the closing when everyone was clearing and doing etc. Had some nice food after closing and Jimmy my manager talk so cock and everyone headed back. =)
