The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life
It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust
In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets
In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions
Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong
It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye (no, no, no) Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times I didn't get it but you kept me in line I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes On Sunday mornings, and I missed you But I'm glad we talked through All them grown folk things Separation brings You never let me know it You never let it show because You loved me and obviously There's so much more left to say If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on like "I wish I could talk to you for awhile" Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by And soon as you reach a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And I'm right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done And you never got to see me back at number one I wish that you were here to celebrate together I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight I thought you were so strong You'd make it through whatever It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on like "I wish I could talk to you for awhile" Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by And soon as you reach a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And I'm right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye (no, no, no) Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on like "I wish I could talk to you for awhile" Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by And soon as you reach a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And I'm right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
This song totally describle me - Bye Bye. 02/07/08 - 12/07/08 十天之前，我属于你，你属于我，十天之后我不属于你，你不属于我。我们都不一样变成了很陌生再也找不到拥抱的理由难免而为朋友。Wanted to post this long ago but I just stopped myself till I couldn't take it anymore. I'm going to burst. Now I totally knew how you felt. In that period of time everything I say is because of you. Only you make me say those heartfelt and hurtful stuff. Heartfelt stuff I really mean it. Hurtful stuff I don't mean it but I had no choice but to say those because I don't want to see you in that state too. Yes I'm the person landed you in it but if I didn't do it earlier things would be even worst. I'm not nothing, I'm a person with feelings just like everybody. Asked you not to wait is because I can't bear to see you wait but I can't rush myself too. It took a lot of courage for me to say those words out. Of course I don't feel good upon saying those words out but I had no choice because of you I said it. I didn't expressed myself therefore things became too late but I really can't take it anymore, please ignore me for now. I'm posting to make myself feel better. After that day past, everything's different, so unfamiliar till I don't even knew where I was. I know where I did wrong. I just overlooked something that cause me this. But well it's my fault after all, just have to be strong and take all those reflected damages. No regrets? I must be kidding. Deceived myself totally. Can't be helped. I just have to face it now or later. Numb myself with work? Ya right that's stupid because everything started from there. Whatever I do there reminds me of you. Images flashed through my mind. Lots of mistake I made during work. I freaking distracted! I just have to stop thinking. I did a great job from not crying even though it's hard on me. There's pros and cons in this situation. Cons are obvious so I don't even have to mention it. Pros are you're happier, even more love and care you received from this 2 I can let go. Just feels contented. You have my blessing, take care and bye bye.
Julius! I want go bar! let me in please =/
It's been days my hand still hurts after that stupid medical check-up. I doubt that person had his license for drawing people's blood. Hope something really is wrong with my arm so I could drop my PES. Sighs.
