The tears in my eyes
The secrets in your eyes
Covered up with lies
Something that live within every lines
This is darkness in life
It's all too fast
Thought it would last
Turns into a moment I can't trust
In life there are regrets
Something that can't be forget
No matter how hard you try to get
There are still regrets
In this world, there's life
In life, there's happenings
Behind happenings, there's emotions
Every action leads to emotion
Smiles, tears and sulks
Emotional emotions
Where it all comes from
I got it alll wrong
Tell me where it's from
So I could be strong
It's hard to believe
A burden hard to lift
I need some relieve
Shit. I still can't bring myself to facing the fact that I'm actually booking in tonight. Every time I've booked-out I adapt to civilian life easily but once I'm about to book-in I feel reluctant. Why is adapting to army life so difficult? I still can't tune myself back and forth. This is torturing me, feeling so stress now. I'm afraid they might burn my weekends. I don't want this to happen so I trained hard but still I know I won't reached their standards but why? I still put in effort. Please allow all my book-outs to proceed smoothly.
